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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

~7:26 AM

Wow! Been awhile since I've updated. Let's see. 1 month plus maybe? The main reason is actually just cos I'm actually quite busy and caught up with poly life. Projects and everything. It's a lot of things. And while typing this, I've got tons of stuff to do waiting for me in my bag ^^"

Okay so far, everything's been okay okay for me. And the german phrase goes, my mood is "so-la-la" which stands for okay okay kind of thing. Oh my german classes have been great! In a blink of an eye, I'm going to have my last lesson this Saturday. But I'm going to continue for the following term and hopefully, for the next and the next. And hopefully hopefully, I'll be able to converse in full german at the end of the full course. I've calculated and it'll roughly take close to 3 years to complete the whole course. But nevermind. I'm so determind to complete them and get a language certificate at the end of it. Success comes to those who are determine and those who peservere =)

My poly life have been great and hectic at the same time. Like I've said earlier, there're lots of projects waiting for me out there. Lectures have been interesting. The fact that the teacher don't really care what we're doing is actually an interesting thing. But tutorials are a whole new story. We kinda gotta pay attention and do the things that are given to us. At least I still could catch up with the syllabus. Hopefully, things will be fine after that =)

Oh and I wish to apologise to every single kind soul out there if I've hurt your feelings in any way. So here's my apology to my 2 really close friends:

Firstly to Delima:
I'm sorry if I've hurt you in any way. I know I'm not being a good friend to you who is always there for you. I'm starting to blame myself for everything that has happened between us. It was not you but me. It's just.. Sometimes, it's hard to take in the reality. And I know you get what I mean. But Delima, right now, I'm determined to make a change in my life and not to think about this anymore much. I could take some time to ponder about this but not too much. And I can assure you that I'll be fine in no time. Time heals everything remember? Don't worry too much about me. I will be fine. I promise. Promises are meant to be kept right? So don't worry =)

To Joey:
I really really owe you a big apology. And I'm so thankful that you could understand how I'm feeling right now. And Joey, about what Paige says in the tagboard, no I'm not taken. And nopes, I'm still a nobody right now. I'm not a somebody in anyone's life right now. I guess studies comes first before everything. And because of you, I'm feeling myself becoming a better person. What more can one ask other than having such a best and close friend like you? This is seriously the best that one can ask for in his/her life. Continue being the star and light in everyone's heart. You do have the thing which could actually make someone feel from bad to very happy. You just have it cos I feel it myself. Your kind and friendly personality have really touched everyone out there. From your friends to all those who are around you. You may not know it but you're really special to them. You truly are =)