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Friday, April 10, 2009

~12:00 AM

This is just part of my random thoughts so I am not targeting at anyone or everyone. Haha. Some people might ask why my random thinking is way too deep. And princess, nothing triggered this at all so not to worry alright? :) I’d say, “I don’t know”. It’s just me. Oh wells.

Have you ever wondered how someone can actually change within a month? Like before, the person can be oh so good to you and the next instance, everything changes? And what’s more, the person wouldn’t tell you he/she is changing. You know, if only we humans can actually tell others, “Hey! I am changing so be careful!” At least we will know right? But well, it will be too stupid for that to happen. Then life wouldn’t have its up and downs. It’d be boring then.

But if you’re given a chance to actually know when a person is changing, will you be taking your precautions towards him/her? You will at least expect a change to occur without a shock. However, if you do see someone changing, how will you feel? And the person didn’t even tell you or anything. But you do know that you have to accept it because maybe it’s a test from Allah to see how strong you are in dealing this kind of thing.

And what if the person tells another about something (which contradicts the whole situation) just to save his/her own skin? How does that feel? Hurt? Angry? Betrayed? Pissed off? Or some of you might experience what they call an ‘all-in-one’ feelings package. Everything is inside. And it’s a package which nobody and I mean literally nobody out there will want to have. At one point in time, you just feel like slaughtering the person *okay a little violent* but at the same time, you wouldn’t want to get into any type of mess with the ‘authorities’. The authorities that I am referring to is not the police or anything but more of friends and families. You would rather allow the matter to rest rather than it prolonging any further. But this behaviour of ‘saving your own skin by lying’ is clearly not acceptable at all. Especially when it involves the feeling of hurt between the two parties. You might think that the other party isn’t hurt with what is going on, but trust me, there’s more than meets the eye.

And let’s just give another example. After cutting all contacts with the person, he/she is still trying to find out more things about you. Like through your blog/friendster/facebook/lifejournal/wordpress or anything out there which can actually allow the person to get personal/daily info about you. Doesn’t this feel weird? You might think that you have cut all contacts with you but instead, the person is following your every move. Though you do know that the person has got no business with you whatsoever in terms of all this. There’s nothing between the two of you already. And so why is this still happening? Have to ask the parties who were once involved in all this. They’ll be the ones who know this better than I do.

And how about taking advantage of the situation you’re in now? Doesn’t this sound familiar? She might think that everyone’s behind her in everything but instead, she’s just hurting the people around her. Who has the right to do this anyway? But well, I have never been in this so I don’t know the exact feelings involved but I am sure anger is present here. This could be applied to things such as friends or even families. Now that’s the extreme part of this. How can you do something so cruel like this towards friends’ right? That is clearly not acceptable here. Maybe to some, it is. But clearly not for others.

Like I said, I wasn’t talking about anyone out there. So don’t think too much. Maybe I did too much observing on people. Like what situation they’re in now and things like that. Haha. It’s amazing how I can think about this kind of things during my free time. Like please, who would have expected it right? Hahaha. :D